Wednesday, December 17, 2008


I don't have any real reason to post this.

But I have seen the funniest isht in the past 24 hours.

The Rob & Big episode I just saw and had me rolling over with tears in my eyes.

Rob and Big (Season 2) - MTV Shows

Rob and Big (Season 2) - MTV Shows

Kat Williams is just hillarious.

And I have no explanation as to why I watch isht like this. I just do.

I'm so ign'ant, LOL!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

What's Really Good!?!

So I’m about to enter a meet the parents situation in about 10 days or so and I’m anxious.

After pensive examination, I realize that it’s been a long time since I’ve earnestly wanted to be socially liked by someone. After high school, it was more of “I hope I like THEM”. Since then, I honestly can’t think of a time when I wanted to be liked without a resume. In dating, I guess. But even then, because I’m not used to actually liking the guys I go out with, I just assume it’s going to be short-lived anyway. Besides, I was liked enough to get asked out so in my head, I’m already “liked”.

He and I aren’t even a couple. We aren’t committed. We are thousands of miles apart and we just like each other. Neither of us wants to do the long-distance thing either. So how exactly am I supposed to be introduced to his parents??? I’m trying to go with the flow here but I’m this is new for me.

I think he's uncomfortable too because he's supposed to be meeting the Parental Unit and he doesn't want to it to give a false impression of what's going on with me and him. If that's the case, I can understand that. My folks, however, are just satisfying curiousity more than anything else.

I’m a straight up beeyotch to anyone my brother or sister bring home. Why? Because I want to make it clear that I’m not making an effort to like them. Why? Because I don’t have to. Why? Because until I do, I don’t. Why? Because my brother and sister are MINE and your charm isn't going to distract me from screening yo azz.

I’ve never been on the other side. Never thought I’d be in this position in my 20’s. This a lot for no commitment, right? I think I’m going to date other people… or find a job in NYC? That wouldn’t be bad. I have Hometeam up there, so that’s an instant social life. I’d relocate for a job, so the money won’t be in question. Family’s up there. If dude and I are still on and popping, that would be another plus. Fashion Week, instant slices of cheese pizza ANYWHERE at ANYTIME, diverse people... I’m not stupid. I see the benefits. But the dirtiness, cost of living, and the weather is not the business.


I’ve got some thinking to do.

I refuse to move up there for some dude. I am just not that kind of person (or so I think). He can be a bonus, not the reason. Guess I’m still looking for that good reason...

What's "good" though???

I think I'm going to call off the meeting. might be best for both of us (lol).

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